i did a lot of thinking today

I am beginning to think this blog is a cry for attention. I don't really post anything fascinating on here, I don't really talk about anything relevant to anyone outside of myself. I am also realizing that any thing I do, usually it's a cry for attention. My desire to attain excellence in life is just a way to get noticed. Look at me, I'm super fabulous and you should love me.

Also, further irrelevant rambles. I did nothing today. I woke up to a flashing alarm clock at 10:30 and rolled over to sleep until two. Why do I do this? I then sat around for a while, watched about an hour of online movie trailers and went to buy Final Fantasy concert tickets. At which point, I figured an adventure to the shopping center would be a good idea. I wandered by myself, tried on boots, picked through the wooly hats and climbed back on to the bus after spending a mere two dollars. I nearly bought new winter boots, my old ones look and smell like they've been living in a swamp, but the bright red airwalks seemed to be trying a little too hard.

Alas, the evening was spent with the family in front of the tv. It's sickening, yet comical. Peter, rambing in italian, Marion, diving into her bulging sack of candy, and I with my laptop. I hope I don't watch much tomorrow. I finally left when the channel consensus landed on NewsWorld. I refuse to watch the news. It's the one shred of personal value I have left. [not really true]