I have done myself a great disservice. I became so mired in our love, in feeding the monster that became us, that I forgot to write. I forgot to keep myself alive. I didn’t realize as our love waned and was replaced by our own entrapment, that I became a thinner and thinner vision of myself consumed by you – a sacrifice for the greater good of us.

When you left, you left me with so little of myself. Once you were gone I had to learn the adjectives of myself. I had to redefine all that you had devoured in me.

I am preparing to begin again.

Mountain Range.

Mountain Range., originally uploaded by karyn.haag.

I expect that you'll be a force of nature in the coming days, the human equivalent of a divine intervention. In fact, you might want to give fair warning to friends and loved ones who assume that you have always been and will always be steady, placid, and mild. Otherwise they may be unduly freaked out when your intelligence explodes like a double rainbow or when you start emoting like a waterfall. They might accuse you of "not being yourself" when your laughter turns volcanic or your decisions hit with the force of the aurora borealis. It'll be interesting for you to notice which of your close cohorts responds most favorably to this outbreak of your elemental gifts.

From Free Will Astrology.

I am the Sparrow.

Public Gardens, originally uploaded by karyn.haag.

Taurus from July 16th.

Cuckoo birds build no nests of their own. Instead, they rely on trickery to raise their young. The female cuckoo lays her eggs in the nest of a host whose eggs are similar in size and color. The host, often a sparrow, cares for the cuckoo's eggs as her own, and usually rears the hatchlings until they reach maturity. Does this behavior ring a bell? I suspect that something analogous is unfolding in your world. I'm alerting you to the situation so that you will be fully informed as you decide how to proceed. (P.S. I'm not saying this is a bad thing; just want you to acknowledge the truth.)

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This is the most amazing thing that I've seen in a while.

"In each land there's just seven thousand men and from just seven thousand men there's maybe three. So I stand to make seven thousand friends, but in seven thousand friends you won't see me."