I didn't get that last post right. Did you get it though? It's like some people can have really strong convictions, and then there's me, who only agrees, I stay "safe" I am not controversial, I just bumble around trying not to step on anyone's toes and wanting everyone to love me all the time. I hate it. When I'm in a group I might as well be mute, I have opinions, but they generally differ, and involve quite a bit of thought, and it's just not something I would blurt out. It's great that I can say, yes, I voted NDP, or, I like cabbage, or I don't drink, those are things that I can refute later. Sometimes, I can say I loved a movie or CD or person, but only if I know I will be agreed with. Why can I not just say, I love you, or I am gay and I believe it's the best thing to be, for me. Or I need something from you. It just doesn't happen.

Music: You're Beautiful - James Blunt