It takes a lot for someone to make me angry. A lot. Seriously, I don't get defensive, or negative, or judgemental. Until you don't show up on time. For the first time in what may be my whole life I am mad at my cousin. Let me clarify why this is such a huge deal to me. This is my best friend. The girl who knows everything about me, or at least, everything about me, up until september. So this chistmas she's away from her family out east, but she's one hour away from my family in the west. The plan was that she would come to our house for chirstmas. She didn't show up. She doens't even have a good reason, and she didn't actually tell us this until yesterday in an e-mail.
BAH. Whereas, here I am, wishing all weekend that I could be with my Grandparents in New Brunswick over the holidays, and excited cause at least I'll see her, and then not even a word.
Frustration, explosion. I'm not telling her all of this, of course, because I'm internalistic and non confrontational. But I'm hoping she'll read this and realize that I am pissed off, big time.

So anyway. Lots of other cool stuff has been happening. I'll tell you about it some time.