Music: Metric - Poster of a Girl

It hit me right in the pit of my stomach around two o'clock. I was standing in my closet trying to figure out why it felt so uncomfortable while I was tossing out stuffed animals left and right. I made a horrible mistake. It's one of those mistakes that you kind of know you're making, but you don't see any way to reverse your actions, and then it takes a couple of days before it really sinks in and the you're standing in your closet sobbing.

I should never have left Halifax.

I don't fit into my old life, it's gone. I abhor the idea of building a new life in an environment that I have never truly felt comfrotable in. And my mother has stopped talking to me.

I don't know what I can do now, except get a job, [preferably one that keeps me out of the house,] magically aquire Pure math 30, and move to Halifax as soon as I can logically afford it.