"okay. I'll talk to you later, if not, good luck with grade 12, it probably sounds silly to you, but once it's over you realize that it was the last time anyone really tells you what to learn, and then you'll miss it a little bit."

This is how I've been feeling lately, kind of like I want someone to tell me what to do, but then, when ever I'm reminded that schools starting up again I get filled with fuzzy happy glee with the idea that I don't have to go back.