It took me three hours, from waking up this morning, to getting out of bed this afternoon. I'm so fucking lethargic it's not even amusing anymore. I'm frustrated. This has not been a snappy week.
Last week:
"Taurus (April 20-May 20)
Taurus, if you can figure out a way to stop bashing yourself with all the useless details and instead decide to offer yourself some nurturance, you'll find it starts off a chain reaction that ultimately brings you the kind of sweetness and support you desperately need."

This week:
"Taurus (April 20-May 20)
Taurus, you have to go at your own pace, and you have to do things in the proper order. Otherwise, we see you dashing out into the street with your panties tugged over your jeans. Now, some of you can get away with this, but most of you will just look mentally ill. Establish your speed and make it sustainable."

Now normally, I don't even give this crap a first look, let alone a second look but, A) It was written by Michelle Tea and B) It seems strangely accurate.

Of course, I don't know what any of it means.

I showered today, made a cake and read 150 pages of HP. It's getting better. I don't think I've had anything to eat yet. Oh I feel like shit. I am depressed, and I don't want to be, it's the last thing I should be right now. It's raining, I have all the lights turned on and I'm listening to one of my favorite Ani CD's but I can't seem to develop any energy at all.

Off to check the weather report. It's only plus 8 right now. Sheesh. I don't know what to do with myself.