conversation with a friend.*

"heh, you got to be in your own way, you have your experiences to solve many situations."
"and many situations I will find myself in."
"only to learn from. Its amazing...being human.
you know how beautiful the structure of a single life is. i might be straying fromt he conversation, but I'm just saying."
"I think about that a lot.
and I was thinking earlier, that I really shouldn't be doing this dating thing right now, but you know, if it doesn't work out, then it doesn't, and if it does well fabulous, but I haven't been "devastated" lately, and really, I could use some excitement. What's the use of avoiding things, that is not very exciting."

* This is an excerpt from a conversation I was having this evening with a boy I met in Jr. High. Late at night we talk about religion and philosophy. This very moment we're arguing about the chaos theory... he's Muslim.