So, the plan is, vaigue. Very vague. But I think, that I will just go with it, do the french, because I want to be less confused when I visit Montreal in the fall. ( Does this make sense to you or am I just really talking to myself?) Otherwise, I will just deal with school now, have a lot of fun, in these the final months of highschool, and then I'll deal with the large unknown future.

I realized today, that if I don't go to unversity it won't be the end of my life. It won't even be a step down from what I want. All I want is to be happy, I don't need to go to the best school in the country, I don't need to leave my home, I don't need to become a successful career woman to be happy. I just need to love what I'm doing. And if what I need to do to love what I'm doing is go to SAIT or ACAD or Mount Royal, there's absolutely nothing wrong with that. And in time I will realize what it is that will make me happy in the long term.

In the short term, tomorrow I have double commtech, so I can get caught up on all the crap I've been letting slip. It's beautiful outside, my mother and I are going to go see The Merchant of Venice today, in the hopes that it will inspire me to read the rest of Othello.

In the next couple of weeks i plan to attend: In Klezskavania, Marion Bridge, Humble Boy, Anomaly at lunch box theatre. Last time I was at the epcore centre there was this thing, that I vaiguely remember, about Gothic dance, something or other... it could have very well been In Klezskavania, or not, but if you know anything about it and would like to inform me I'd be thirlled. Also if anyone would like to accompany me to any of these events my mother would be thrilled. She is very not into going places, and I am very into going, in fact, I may spend every free evening I have from now until the end of april going out. Yes, good plan?

Sigh. I feel better. All around better.