I figured I should check in. This week has been the type of week I used to have. I just wanted to curl up in a ball and cry. I believe I spent more time sleeping this week than being awake. I started tearing up at work on Wednesday night, reasons unknown.

I skipped school yesterday, which was probably for the best, I woke up at seven, felt like I was minutes from death, woke again at nine thirty believing that someone set off a nail bomb in my abdomen. I fell asleep, after lying on the couch for a good couple of hours. I was going to go back to school at two thirty for English, but I didn't wake up from my nap until quarter to four, just in time to go to work again.

The new guy at work is strange. He is the geeks accountant type. He like Bruce Springsteen. Bleck.

Things are going fine otherwise. My English mark is slipping and I'm not sure why. I have to work tomorrow and I do not want too, but I will preoccupy myself with the idea of going to a party tomorrow night. I figure I should at least make an appearance at the Pride Rainbow Project 500ft party, one, because it's something I genuinely support, and two, because I need to get involved in a community that unconditionally accepts me.

Speaking of acceptance, I went to an Acadia information session tonight. Much to my delight it was the parallel opposite of the UofC information session at school. I feel MUCH better about going to university now. I still have no direction, but I know that nearly everything I've been told by guidance counselors is a pack of lies. Which makes me feel less horrible about myself.

I need commtech projects, so if you want posters, buttons, note pads, t-shirts, (but I would either prefer that they are one colour or not at all) or anything I might be able to make with the various materials we have let me know. I'm up for anything at this point.

I'm off to watch Monster.