I am truly ambivalent about going to the art store tonight. You see, it is quite possibly the coolest job ever, aside from a few select things that really aren't a reality. However, I don't really want to have a job. I don't know why I have such horrid committment issues. Plus I'm nearly 18 for crying out loud! I'm getting old! I could count the days until I will be an adult. I need to have a job!

However, I think part of my anxiety is because my mommy is leaving tomorrow. She is flying, and flying across north america at that. I've been having such horrible flying dreams lately. Did I tell you about the one where we had to make an emergency landing on a highway in Toronto?

I'm toying with the idea of applying to Mt. Allison in New Brunswick, and the UofC just to see if I'd be accepted, but then again, committment issues.

Anyway, I'm going to tidy today, maybe do some laundry. Prepare to be my father and brothers primary food maker (yikes) etc. I may also do some more vocab for english, and possibly get some stuff ready to do in CommTech.