December 03, 2004

Wow. Life is fabulous. Everything is progressing, I got the t-shirt done for Elissa, which removes miles of stress. Ack, I swear I'm going to burn my own house down. It's like I have no control over it. The knobs for the burners are confusing.
The GSA plans are coming along nicely. I hear that we have three more supporters than I ever really thought we'd have. I feel as if I've talked to everyone in the past week. I certainly hope that Brenna's excellent student image and my overwhelming work in drama plus fairly good grades will give us some pull with the administration. However, I think that this actually has a chance of getting off the ground.

In other news: my mother is becoming more vocal in her unhappiness. She wants to leave. Seriously if I didn't know who my mothers parents were I'd swear that she met my dad at some hippy protest while she was viting from england or the united states and she ended up marrying him so that she could stay in the country. That's how much the love each other... being not at all.
I really resent the way I was rasied. To believe that physical contact is the most absurd form of communication. The other day I was talking to an adult who mentioned that she had been discussing something of importance with her husband, and it stunned me that she would discuss it, I've been raised in a house where my father does whatever he wants regarding anything, my mother does whatever she wants because my father doesn't care, and no one ever discusses anything. They aren't involved in each others lives, they are simply people who share the same bed at night.

My mother is freaking out over the GSA. She is very very nervous, because as she sees me I am fearless but niaeve (which I'm not) and all she sees is all of the horrible stuff my cousin went through that she understandably doesn't want me to go through. I think she is forgetting that this is not a town with a population of 500, it's a school with a student population three times that. It would be nice to talk to my cousin though. He's a great guy.

But I am insanely excited about everything in my life right now. In working to make me life better I am hopefully making other peoples lives better, and visa versa.

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