Everything is crumbling. I need to stay home today. I can't, obviously. I also can't seem to regain normal consciousness. I'm in a daze, every day I am so low energy I might as well be a sloth. But I always thought it would be hard to hang like that for so long. I guess they have longer claws than I do.

My father may be flying to Toronto tomorrow or Wednesday. My aunt is "sick" and isn't taking care of herself and my cousins don't quite have the same authortative power my father has.

It would be a whole lot better if we actually talked to each other.