Okay, so I've been waiting a bit to write any of this out.
I've dropped out of highschool, until Monday. I am no longer going to Alternative, because it was not a good place for me to be. I only wish I had figured out that before I invested so much in it.
That being said. I feel stupid, and non-committal, and generally very crappy. I don't feel like I'm doing the right thing no matter what I do. I want to be out of limbo and back into the familiarity and hell that is highschool.
And because grade 12 is not the time to be messing about with my education, I've made the choice to return to my former highschool and resume as per usual.
[I really feel stupid though, "I'm back!" I never thought this would be happening, and I never thought Alternative would be like it was, example: This one kid started a debate about abortion in one of my four art classes on Thursday and so the entire room started yelling at each other.]
I've dropped out of highschool, until Monday. I am no longer going to Alternative, because it was not a good place for me to be. I only wish I had figured out that before I invested so much in it.
That being said. I feel stupid, and non-committal, and generally very crappy. I don't feel like I'm doing the right thing no matter what I do. I want to be out of limbo and back into the familiarity and hell that is highschool.
And because grade 12 is not the time to be messing about with my education, I've made the choice to return to my former highschool and resume as per usual.
[I really feel stupid though, "I'm back!" I never thought this would be happening, and I never thought Alternative would be like it was, example: This one kid started a debate about abortion in one of my four art classes on Thursday and so the entire room started yelling at each other.]
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