After bursting into tears at the dinner table for the fifth consecutive week night in a row, my parents both sat down with me. We yelled at each other for a while. I continued bawling. We somehow managed to figure out why I am so emotionally screwed up, in regards to teachers, classes and school in general. We figured out why I didn't like Alternative, and also that it was a massive mistake to leave.

My parents both agree that a formal school environment is definately not the place for me. My parents both feel that I have extremely valid reasons for not wanting to be at school.

It has also been agreed that I need to talk to a professional about everything. First we need to find a "professional" who will talk to me, and second we need to get an appointment.

I don't know what to do about school. It doesn't appear that a lot can be done. It's a horrid mess, but I have stopped trying to take charge of it myself because so far that has got me no where and I just get frustrated.

So things are a mess, just felt like giving an update.