I find it odd that all my anxiety related issues have gone away. I know what I'm doing, I have a plan. Now that I've decided what I'm going to do in High School, where I'm going to do it and how I'm going to do it, I have no trouble at all looking at Universities. I'm actually excited. I've been reading the really amazing book of Canadian Universities and I'm liking Mt. Allison in Sackville, N.B. I loved it when I was there in the summer, though the only part of Sackville that I saw was the local WENDY'S/Tim Hortons conglomeration of a rest stop, and the university.

My mother wants to move, completely and desperately. It will pass though. However, today, or maybe yesterday, she said, "Grandma would hate it if she knew we had stayed her all this time just because of her." And it's true. She would hate it and we have stayed.

I'm enjoying the anxiety free, panic free, almost completely stress free time I'm having. This evening after work I designed a Emily Hanes/Metric t-shirt that I'm going to try to print tomorrow or Monday, or sometime in the near future. But hopefully tomorrow so I can wear it on Friday and Saturday and Sunday, and show my complete and total idolization of Emily. I really should have it saying "I think Emily is HOT" on the back of it, being that it's possibly my only catch phrase. But I don't really think that would be all that appropriate, considering the amount of Emily's that I know.

Tonight I played a game with Nico which involved me guessing what her Friday afternoon activities are going to be, and her giving really, really vague hints. Apparently I will be shocked, confused and then I'll realize that I shouldn't have expected anything else from her. However, I'm sure it's dangerous/destructive/and(or) stupid.