I feel like I'm drowning. I have so much on the go it's overwhelming. I'm having trouble breathing again, which isn't helping things much.

However, I feel amazing. Today I was happy. H.a.p.p.y. It felt wonderful.

Everything is piling up. I've been going steady and it just keeps adding on top and the piles are huge and not going anywhere because I can seem to settle on one project for various reasons. I like being busy. I like feeling overwhelmed, that I have a sense of purpose. Defense mechanism I suppose.

Today I took the day off, something I've also not had in a long time. I went and met Nico, or rather she met me, at the train station and then we went to the graveyard over by the Stampede grounds. I was cursing my self, and trying to restrain my self from muttering "god damn it." under my breath while Nico hurtled over the headstones. I. Left. My. Camera. At. Home. How stupid is that. There were some really amazing shots, if you can get past the industrial park that surrounds it.

I climbed trees today, which brought back so many memories of last year. I seem to be in a permanent state of nostalgia. I don't know why but,

Today I was Happy.