What day is it tomorrow? Wait... What day is it today? The twentieth eh... So that means I have double math. Damnit. I don't know how I'm going to float through this mess.

As much as I'd love a social protest I don't think I can manage the Day of Silence. It's not all that revolutionary anyway being that I am a silenced queer and Brenna is just silenced.

So my mother did spend the day in the hospital with my grandmother. My grandmother was admitted late this evening and they are planning for her to stay for three days. I was scared all day and at one point right after school my jaw started shaking and I couldn't stop it.

I made popcorn for dinner and watched FightClub instead of doing everything I need to do. It will some how miraculously get done, even though I keep committing to things that I know I shouldn't agree too. I know everything will get done.

So I throw up my hands and head off for my second night on our couch.