This is my eye. I was crying again tonight, so I figured I'd try to get the tear drops on film like they do with little kids wearing pearls and babies with calm faces. It didn't work, and it looks very strange, but here it is anyway.

Meanwhile, I think I need to talk to someone, not a counselor, and not my doctor, and not my mother. Any suggestions?

Also, does anyone know anything about Alesse? Should I be worried about it's side effects, most of which I seem to have now? Should I really be sick every night like this?

Anyway, I exploded tonight and I don't really feel any better, actually I kind of feel worse. Anyway. Some help would be nice. And a life, but I'd settle for some help.