Ladies and gentlemen, if you look to your right, you will notice that the "Photos" have been abolished. It was too confusing/boring so I just put all of the photos on this site. Ta Dah! So, if you want to see all the photos that I did put on this site you can either a) scroll down/sift through archives to find them (because I put them in closer to the shooting date rather than all today)
or
b) Go find these dates specifically. (recommended.
-February 7, 2004
-February 1, 2004
-January 23, 2004
-January 19, 2004
-January 17, 2004
-January 09, 2004
-January 01, 2004
-December 25, 2004

Today was fine. The school part mostly sucked. Everything is not in any sort of routine yet, and so it all feels like I'm living in the flip side of things, where everything is not right. Math I just felt really panicky in.
After school I switched to applied math, and managed to yet again screw up my schedule entirely.
While in the guidance office I discussed several "alternative schooling options" with my counselor. We'll see how things go. I think I've determined that I'm going to, at some point in the next year and a half, take French 20 and 30 online.

I saw my grade nine English teacher in the guidance office. She is the same woman who took me to England and Scotland. It was nice to talk to her. I didn't get out of the school until three though. Then I rode the bus home and walked through crowds of loud rude catholic school students.

Then I stayed home and clung to my brother for a while, and told him he smelled like girl. And then I went and made stuff and it made me really really happy. I think that is going to become a Friday ritual. The making stuff, not the clinging to my brother.

Today was good. My room is a mess, my hands are eating the hand lotion like a sponge. My room, and the rest of the basement have been attacked by my splattered painting and my primary colors, and my newspaper and my film negatives and film canisters and it's all very chaotic. Tomorrow I will clean. And be a good girl.