I like checking my online bank account. It reminds me that I am not as financially stricken as I believe to be. I just can't touch any of it. However, know that I do have that much money in my possession also plants the idea in my head that I could actually go somewhere. The idea had never occurred to my before, I could actually go. I say it all the time, but I actually really could just go.

This helps a bit.

Tonight I am going to read my delightful book, and re-evaluate my possession, and re-arrange them, and watch TV and then go babysit my girls who I miss, a lot. It will be great. They are... well... Brats, but I love them.